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  The Plan

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  Qwen Salsbury

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  Omnific Publishing

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  The Plan, Copyright © 2014 by Qwen Salsbury

  All Rights Reserved. Except as permitted under the U.S. Copyright Act of 1976, no part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, or stored in a database or retrieval system, without prior written permission of the publisher.

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  First Omnific eBook edition, February 2014

  First Omnific trade paperback edition, February 2014

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  The characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.

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  Salsbury, Qwen.

  The Plan / Qwen Salsbury – 1st ed

  ISBN: 978-1-623420-69-7

  1. Office Romance—Fiction. 2. Romantic Comedy—Fiction. 3. Contemporary Romance—Fiction. 4. Diary—Fiction. I. Title

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  Cover Design by Micha Stone and Amy Brokaw

  Interior Book Design by Coreen Montagna

  Dedication

  To Deb for the welcome,

  Chantel for the spark,

  Heather for the gauntlet

  Rie for the shoulder,

  and Kellie for the shove.

  Prologue

  Day of Employment:

  372…381…maybe 495…something. They all run together.

  2:00 a.m.

  * Champagne: I’m covered in it.

  * Petals: Litter my entire room.

  * Balcony Door: Open.

  * Room: Effing freezing.

  * Nipples: Probably hard enough to puncture this silk camisole.

  * My Heart: Who the hell knows at this point?

  THE CURTAINS FLUTTER OPEN. It’s not the breeze. It’s him. He steps into the room, watching his own feet move.

  He barely resembles the man who makes grown men cry, who barters lives and livelihoods like wares at a flea market, who I have fantasized about for over a year.

  His hair is slick and dark and drips champagne. A single, thick lock escapes, flipping forward as he rakes his fingers through it. His gaze never leaves the floor.

  “Just tell me why,” he whispers, barely audible over the street below.

  Every instinct in me screams to run to him, to wrap my hands around him, to lose myself in his touch…in him.

  I would do just that. Lose myself.

  It has all been make-believe.

  “You don’t know me,” I say as softly as I can, as if for the first time I consider that I need to be soft, that he might actually be breakable.

  His head snaps up, and his eyes—oh, God, his eyes!—they swim, an unfocused torment swirling in their depths.

  “How can you say that? After all…after everything?”

  “This is not me. I’m not what you think I am.”

  “You are everything I want.” He moves to me. I move twice as far away.

  “Alaric, I’m not who you think I am. I’m a liar. And I can’t be what you want.”

  Day of Employment:

  359

  7:25 a.m.

  * Location: Bread in Captivity Bakery.

  * Breakfast: Early coffee date.

  * Date: As compatible as arranged ones typically are.

  * It: What I am not into.

  IT IS A FACT, UNIVERSALLY ACCEPTED, that a single man in possession of a fine ass must be observed like wildlife.

  Like how Marlin Perkins watched wildlife for Wild Kingdom. Catalog. Thorough. Precise.

  Constant.

  Not that this is an edict. It is simply unavoidable.

  And twenty feet in front me is the equivalent of a one-hundred-car pileup wrapped up in a pair of pinstripe pants.

  Regrettably, three feet in front of me, and blocking the view of aforementioned ass, is my date.

  He forks at a spinach leaf in the quiche that I would lay money down he’s ordered primarily to impress me.

  I would be far more favorably impressed if he had ordered bacon I could swipe.

  Over his shoulder, Mr. Pinstripe sits down to a working breakfast with the potential clients I watched arrive in our office yesterday afternoon. I can’t see his plate, but I know he’s having his usual fare: peanut butter cinnamon roll with crushed nut topping. Locally sourced milk. Take-out order of hot rolls to be delivered with check.

  “So, Emma, you’re friends with the girl who owns this place, right?”

  The word “girl” makes me twisty-eared. My date gestures casually with his fork to a few points around the bakery, which is indeed owned by my best friend. The offending piece of spinach finds its way to the floor.

  I nod yes and note that the table behind him has, even before the to-go hot buns are delivered to their namesake, already erupted into deal-sealing handshakes. Looks like I will be entering some new orders this afternoon.

  “These are great,” my date says and tears off a bit of maple long john. “You know, Emma, our firm will be looking for an intern after the first of the year. You’ve been taking classes long enough to qualify, haven’t you?” He speaks around half-masticated pastry. “If you’re going to go into tax law, I can put in a good word for you.”

  “Yes, great,” I say. The party behind him appears close to wrapping things up. “Erm, uh, oh, sorry. No, but thank you. I’m not really interested.”

  That phrase works on so many levels.

  “Emma, you seem distracted. Was this place not all right? You should have told me you didn’t want to come here when I suggested it.”

  The place is perfection. Scenery especially.

  “It’s fine. My apologies. I’m just distracted by…something at work.”

  The table behind us adjourns.

  They will be heading back to our office. My legs twitch.

  “Actually, Matt, I—”

  “Mark,” he corrects. His mouth skews.

  “Oh, Mark, pardon me. I really have to get on the clock.” I smile, hope I manage to look a bit embarrassed. I know his name. I also know that I would rather go get a high velocity mammogram than have another experience of being regaled with tales of his new partnership at Crusty, Dull, and Dusty, LLC, so fumbling his name seems less confrontational than telling him as much.

  7:57 a.m.

  THE ELEVATOR INTO WHICH I’M SARDINED cannot hold another soul.

  Good thing the guy trying to squeeze on is reputedly not encumbered with one.

  “Morning, Mr. Canon.” A random coworker steps off and gives up his spot. Canon and his pinstripe suit slide in and regard the man in much the way one would jetsam.

  The elevator whirs upward. Everyone looks dutifully forward at the climbing numbers.

  Everyone except Canon, who stares at his phone, and me, who stares at Canon staring at his phone.

  I will savor the next eleven floors just as I do the hint of cinnamon roll that still emanates from him.

  7:59 a.m.

  * Floor: 8.

  JUST THE TWO OF US.

  This has never happened.

  In 359 days of working in the same office with him, I have literally never happened to be in the same proximal location as the man before.

  Red numbers climb. The floors. My body temperature. Not going to quibble.

  He continues to assault
his phone and a few of my favorite senses.

  Wintergreen. Pumpkin spice and coffee. Sunshine.

  I swear, heat actually rolls off of him. Scorches. Vibrates. We are riding up in a stainless steel, solar hot-plate box.

  I inch closer. Tilt my head and try to break into his peripheral. Waste a few moments distracted by angular jawlines that put a 1980s Rob Lowe on notice. Gesture toward the elevator keys in a motion as if I mean to verify that his floor button has been already pushed.

  You know, as if it would’ve escaped mine or anyone’s notice that they work in the same place as this guy. You could pick him out in a Cecil B. DeMille crowd scene.

  This was not the most stellar plan. I just wanted to steal a moment. Get a tiny bit of eye contact. It would be a welcome pick-me-up after such a dud date. Plus, I must admit I put in a little extra effort today; it’s a rare Good Hair Day with big, fat waves rather than motley curls. The kind of day where you’d refer to your hair in terms of descriptive endearment such as “auburn” or “chestnut” rather than most days when you just want the brown lot of it out of your way in a hair band and be done with it.

  I have even broken out my favorite turquoise wrap skirt, plus eye shadow put on in front of bathroom, rather than rearview, mirror.

  No judging. Text and drive is a big no-no, but to commute and multitask is an aged and revered tradition which must be upheld. These are dark times. Darker still if we must forego the snooze button.

  His phone continues to be the most interesting thing ever.

  Frustrating. Another oh-so-casual sidestep and I’m positioned well within his radar zone. In a last ditch effort to generate a blip, I let my keys hit the floor and fail to bend fully at the knees while retrieving them.

  I will chastise myself later for stooping to such adolescent, second-string cheerleader tactics.

  And by chastise, I mean snarf a Reese’s.

  Not even tinny, metal clanking sounds break his concentration. Unfazed. He either doesn’t notice or could not care less.

  The doors swoosh open on our floor, and he exits swiftly. Not even a sideways glance.

  11:05 a.m.

  * Location: In my box, like a good Schrödinger’s kitty cat.

  “WHAT’S THE SOONEST YOU’VE GOT?”

  Madeline, with a pencil behind her ear and looking not unlike a real bookie, peruses her chart. “Bert has end-of-day…today.” She laughs and shakes her head. “Wow, that’d be a record. He’s got confidence.”

  Still peering over the cubicle wall Madeline and I share, I look out across the office tundra to spot and evaluate the personal assistant who walked through the doors for the first time approximately twenty-seven hours ago. Tidy, strawberry blond bun; pencil skirt; gray shirt with only top button undone. All in the positive column. It appears she has managed to read the past assistants’ file on Canon’s preferences, and brought the right coffee, and kept out of his way. She looks perpetually busy and nervous.

  All signs indicate that she is going in the long-term column.

  I dangle a twenty over the partition.

  Madeline snatches it and huffs in playful exasperation. “What’s your bet?”

  I purse my lips as I contemplate. “When did you say the board meeting was?”

  “I didn’t.” She half-smiles and looks at me knowingly.

  “That’s a lunch meeting today,” Bert pipes up from across the aisle. “She already booked Bread in Captivity for the food, but your friend said they’re understaffed this afternoon and can’t squeeze in another delivery. So that assistant is picking it up herself.” A snort escapes him as he tries to keep his laughter contained.

  “Wha—? She’s going off-site right in the middle of a meeting?” I feel the blood drain from my face. That is a disaster in the making. “I can’t watch. Don’t you think we should warn her?”

  “Oh, Emma.” Madeline tsks up at me. “You’re such a softy.”

  My heart clenches. Just thinking about the tongue-lashings I’ve heard reverberate through those walls for lesser offenses causes me to cringe. No one deserves the kind of hellfire that would come from being absent without leave during a critical meeting.

  And it appears Canon considers all meetings critical.

  Critical. Maybe that’s what Alaric meant in ancient Gaelic…

  In my estimation, the person who these personal assistants were assisting was not completely unreasonable; of course, it’s easy to be objective from my safe vantage point. I’m not interested in loitering on the Grassy Knoll.

  Canon is particular and demanding. He’s busy and paid to think. The few times I have heard him dress down someone—and, let’s face it, if he is speaking to someone, he is insulting them—it’s all centered on talk of “impacted productivity” and “wasting” his time.

  I have never spoken a word to him, nor has he to me, but I have studied him every day for going on a year. He has high standards and low tolerance. Very low. Subbasement low. Everyone knows it. Everyone stays away.

  Everyone who can, that is.

  I can’t look away.

  Alaric Canon is the single most attractive man I have ever seen. Bar none.

  He’s the guy you wish Jennifer Aniston would be with just to get back at Brad.

  Scientists should extract his cells and use them in electromagnetic experiments. Those tubes that can destroy the planet if the particles align improperly. Something along those lines. I would look that up if I had time. Maybe when I’m researching ancient Gaelic.

  When he passes through the lobby on the way to his corner office, it’s like looking into the sun—in all the good ways and the bad.

  From what I can discern, he’s also the most stern and unforgiving individual ever to grace the world with his glorious presence.

  He is hard and fierce. There’s something both hawk-like and leonine about his features. Predatory. A lightning storm of power, terrifying and beautiful.

  Thankfully, most of the office has a fascination with him as well, albeit a different one, so my fixation doesn’t stand out like it might otherwise. Others watch in morbid curiosity to see how long those who work for him last and what they have done wrong to get their asses handed to them. Madeline runs the pool for PA terminations. There’s a separate pot estimated at around $400 waiting for the day one gets their pink slip and is not reduced to tears. Canon is legendary for cutting to the quick. He made a former Navy SEAL cry.

  I have the luxury of distance. I’m certain a few moments behind that thick, cherry door and I would be quite over my little crush. Surely someone who tore through people like so much silt is grating to be around.

  He has to be an ass of epic proportions.

  He has an epic ass.

  I’ll take “What is Irony?” for $200, Alex.

  The (non)incident in the elevator this morning continues to irk me. I’m deeply considering squeezing some lemonade out of it and using his lack of attention to my…details in order to motivate myself, for personal progress. Just once I would like to have him notice me, to look appreciatively at me, a chink in his armor of sorts. I want to see if I can coax a glimmer of humanity from him.

  It is a goal. I have a plan.

  While I can afford to observe him from a safe vantage point, those poor PA suckers are a different story.

  They are the ones in the trenches. I learn from their mistakes. I tell myself it’s so I can play along, place winning bets, supplement my meager income through their misfortune, but honestly, it’s primarily to support my shoe addiction.

  I know his favorite coffee, its substitute, and the proportions of cream and sweetener. I know he prefers oat to wheat and never, ever rye.

  There’s something he favors about conference room C; I suspect it’s the projection equipment. For all his perfectionism, he manages to drip on his tie fairly often. He never sends red roses. No one gets the chance to interrupt him twice.

  All in the name of winning the office pool. That’s what I tell myself I watch him fo
r.

  I know I’m lying.

  Madeline waves the tattered green bill in front of my face, breaking my reverie. “So, Emma, what am I putting you down for?”

  “I just cannot stand idly by and let anyone go through that.” I start toward the redhead’s desk.

  “If you fix it, I reserve the right to change my bet,” Bert says and bolts out of his chair.

  I nod in agreement and smooth my hair and skirt as I approach the PA’s desk.

  The air crackles thickly the closer I get to her desk, to Canon’s door. Behind her, behind those solid walls, I picture him in his crisp white shirt, pacing while on a conference call.

  “May I help you?” The PA du jour doesn’t even bother to look up from her papers.

  “Actually I think I can help you.”

  This gets her attention. She turns her head and narrows her eyes. “Oh, really? And just what makes you think I would need your help?”

  Wow, she is brusque. I shrug it off. “I can run out on my break and pick up the lunch order for you.” I force a smile. Her demeanor is so off-putting. I tell myself that anyone would be on edge in her position.

  “That won’t be necessary,” she snaps and spins in her chair.

  “Oh.” I’m not prepared for this from her at all. “I had heard you were going to have to pick it up yourself. It sounds as though you have made other arrangements. Good.”

  She’s so defensive, and I can’t figure out why. But she’s going to let me know.

  “Don’t think I didn’t notice you, missy.” She stands and pokes her long fingernail in my chest before I can shrink back. Her red polish glares up at me from her peep-toe pumps. “You staring over here, salivating. You want this position. You think you can show up with the delivery and take the credit. Well, you’re out of luck. I have done my homework on him, and I am not going anywhere.”

  Oh, sweetie. I wouldn’t do your job for anything. I swallow back all the things I would like to say to this crass and unpleasant woman and depart, giving her a simple nod.